Grief and Sorrow

Friday, February 8, 2008
second day of new year

Hi again, second year of new year! going to my grandma place where all many hyperactive cousins are, and they never prove me wrong. haha. Went over to my grandma place at afternoon, as usual it was very happening as many of my aunties and cousinsss are there. Went straight to my grandma as i really missed her cuz one year never meet up alr. To my dismal, she say who am i? i was like ah ma! she say i look very diff from last year when she saw me. OK, i accept that explanation. haha. My aunties say i look very lean now, more handsome. i think otherwise still as ugly as ever. haha. This year my biggest lao da not here, as usual tradition, the biggest male cousin in the family will be the banker, so it was me. Lost 30 dollars to my small cousin who doesn't really know how much money they bet, but keep winning!!! but it was great fun there and i din't feel a pinch cuz it was great seeing that everyone was happy. After that, we went to visit my mum's sister place, i decided it was a high time my mum learn to play mahjong. My auntie who is a pro taught my mum the basic step to play, but she din really get the hang of it. haha. AND it was my cousin again won! is it because she is younger so my winning always go to her! not fair!!! haha. After that my cousin drove me and my mum home, very kind of her and very capable, own a car and work as a police officer. Hope she can find her true love soon as she deserve it. haha.

Haiz, during the journey i thought of her, althought i told myself i get over her already, but she kept running through my mind every now and then. maybe she say is right, maybe i like her cuz she is my only good female friend, but den i will never know till i get into uni and know more girls. whatever la, we are not meant to be tgt anyway. Hope she can be happy and her bf treat her very well. Bless you, my special friend. =)

posted by ridiculous-me @ 6:18 AM